2024/11/10 Wanting to do your best is a wonderful feeling to have, only you might need to learn how to deal with disappointment as well. You tend to put a lot of pressure on yourself to succeed, to do better than average. Your boisterous personality can get you through numerous situations without much effort, but sometimes its just not about you, and you need to be able to recognize this. Detachment is something many martial arts teach - consider some such activity!